Everything that she does, everything I do, I call into question. People think that love can’t be rude or cruel but what if you love a cruel and rude person and nothing they can say or do can make you love them any less. She doesn’t love me, I know that. At least how I love her. When I am near her I feel ignored and invisible but why do I feel so amazing when she acknowledges me or speaks to me. I disgust myself, but she can never disgust me.
Because I love her….
